Well, after having to skip going to anime club to play 'mother' for my younger sibling and father, I decided to finally, after all this time, look at what I should have been writing for the past, what, two months? Wait, no, I haven't undated any of the longer stories I've made sense the 24th of... September.

.....

Oops. Guess time flies when you're attempting to keep from scalping/mutilating every living thing you see.

Well, now that I look at my to-do-list ( yes, I have one ), I only really have four longer stories that I should be working on but goodness, none of those want to be written.

So, here I am, telling you, about updates that you possibly don't care about, why? Well because I need to motivate myself.

Kira's to-do-list!

Need to be doing:
Pick up at Fission Part 3
Untitled Part 6

Extras
Sinners Update
Love Of Life part 2

Edits
Read through ALL PARTS of ALL STORIES
Clean up text
Brush up plot lines

Other
Ezekiel's Story update
Traveler update
Crime Of Joy update
Revenge is a Dish... update
Swinging Man update



Meh, not too much to do. But I better get started if I want to make any sort of progress tonight.

*Sighs, rubbing her temples* Happy thanks giving. I guess.

-.- I'm going to go back to eating cake now

*Groans* I got tagged, by two people ._.

001. Real name? Kiara
002. Nickname(s)? Kira, Fudge, K, Freak, Weirdo, gods, it's countless
003. Zodiac sign? Aquarius!
004. Male or female? Female
005. Elementary? Oakdale!
006. Middle School? TYL
007. High School? Fitch Sr.
008. Hair color? Dark brown, edging into black
009. Long or short? Longish-short
010. Loud or Quiet? Whatever the hell I feel like
011. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans
012. Phone or Camera? Camera
013. Health freak? Depends
014. Drink or Smoke? Couldn't care less, but I do neither
015. Have a crush on someone? No and NEVER
016. Eat or Drink? ....How am I supposed to choose! I need them both to live DX!
017. Piercings? 4 so far, only on my ears. Getting more~
018. Tattoos? One day

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? Yes
020. Been in a car accident? Yes
021. Been in a fist fight? Yes

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? Ears.
023. First best friend? Saffi-kins~ Still going too!
025. First award? ....In girl scouts?
026. First crush? Sempi, I got over it though it wasn't a real crush anyways.
028. First big vacation? Erm.... Don't recall

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? My brother
030. Last person you texted? My dad
031. Last person you watched a movie with? My brother
032. Last food you ate? ....Does daytime-NyQuil count?
033. Last movie you watched? Some horror movie with lots of water, some drowned little girl, some insane mother and her child.
034. Last song you listened to? Be Good To Me by Steriogram
035. Last thing you bought? ....Lunch?
036. Last person you hugged? ....Does my pillow count?

FAVES:
037. Food? ....Don't have a favorite.
038. Drinks? Coffee, I need to go make some more....
039. Clothing? My gray hoodie from meh sis~
040. Book? Sharp Teeth ( Still at Saffi-kins house >_> )
041. Music? What ever fits the mood
042. Flower? Almost anything
043. Colors? All of them!~
044. Movies? Don't have a favorite
045. Shoes? Boots~
046. Subjects? Art and math

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] came out of the closet ( If you can say I was in it, I wouldn't know )
053. [ ] gotten pregnant ( If you go by the rumors XD )
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life ( Bingk~ And yes, it hasn't been a year yet )
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [x] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? Nothing
068. Drinking? Nothing
069. I'm about to? Make some coffee
070. Listening to? Be Good To Me by Steriogram
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? Sit around
072. Waiting for? This thing to be done

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? Fuck no!
074. Want to get married? If it comes
075. Careers in mind? Accountant

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? Don' know
078. Romantic or spontaneous? Don' know
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? Don' know
080. Sensitive or loud? Erm.... If they match me I guess it doesn't mater
081. Hookup or relationship? There's a difference? ( *Is relationship impaired* )
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? Won't know

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? Yup -_-"
084. Ran away from home? Yup
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? Hell, I carry a knife for fun!
086. Killed somebody? Who's asking? In any case, I'll have to deny it.
087. Broken someone's heart? I wouldn't know, now would I?
088. Been arrested? Nope
089. Cried when someone died? Nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? Rarely
091. Miracles? Rarely
092. Love at first sight? I wouldn't know
093. Heaven? I don't feel like going into my feelings on it
094. Santa Claus? Wouldn't know, wouldn't care.
095. Sex on the first date? Wouldn't know
096. Kiss on the first date? Wouldn't know

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Saffi-kins, I was just thinking about her
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? *Laughs* Fuck no!
099. Do you believe in God? In a god, yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

._. I'm not going to tag anyone, because I'm a bad person and don't follow the rules

Ok, it's close to midnight, I'm dead tired because I've gotten about two to six hours of sleep every night for the last 5 days, I'm doing nothing but drinking coffee to keep my ass awake.

Why, you may ask.

Because I'm folding a bunch of paper irises.

Why?

So I can splatter paint them.

Why?

So I can suspend them from gold string from a piece of black cardboard which will be suspended from a ceiling.

Why am I doing this at 5 mins till midnight?

Because my dad is working REALLY late, my little brother is sleeping and because my sister is out, and I really want to have this done by tomorrow morning.

Why the rush?

Because tomorrow is Halloween, as we all know, and I'm meeting up with and sleeping over meh Saffi-kins house and I haven't seen her in over two months. And I really want to give her something, and seeing as her painting is still in the works because it's getting larger and more elaborate. I decided to make her some paper flowers. Well, from the flowers came a painting with the flowers hot glued on, from there I decided to suspend them instead, then splatter paint them to make them more interesting.

Yup. I'm a glutton for punishment.

But this is Saffi we're talking about. My Saffi. The Saffi I've known sense I was, like, seven. So about eight years. The Saffi I'd take a bullet for and then some for. Granted, I'd do that for anyone really, but Saffi's special. She is my beautiful rose, as corny as that sounds.

So now, I have another cup of coffee, I'm going back to fold some more irises, then I'm going to bed only to get up at, like, 7 in the morning to go to the bus to go to my Sempi's then to go with Sempi to meet with Saffi to go trick-or-treating (Because you're never too old for that) and then to sleep over her house

It's going to be a very long night.

*Takes a deep breath, attempting to calm self* Ok, now then, I'd type in all caps cause I'm really, and I mean really, really, really excited, but due to the fact that I care for at least your sanity, I won't, or at least, I'll try, cause I already bombarded Lizzy-kins with caps and squeals.

*Takes another deep breath* Ok, as many of my friends know, I am a fan on Dir en Grey. Well, the greatest, most awesome, fangasm-worthy, thing happened.

They're having a fucking concert, in NY.

A fucking Concert.

A Dir en Grey, one of my favorite bands. Is having a concert, not even a plain rides away.

A FUCKING, CONCERT.

I think.... I died and somehow managed to weasel my way into heaven.

................And got thrown back down of course, cause if I was dead I wouldn't be able to go.

Yup, that's right. My father, the stick shoved so far up his ass he can probably taste it, signed off on me going to a Dir en Grey, metal concert as long as I have my sister with me.

I was so close to fucking pissing myself with happiness and dying due to an explosive bladder. ( TMI I know, but it goes to show that I can't really think straight~ )

There are three concerts being held, I'm hoping for the thirteenth cause it'll be a Friday and there for not a school night, because I'm responsible like that. Though the fourteenth would work to... But I'm going for a Friday cause I can~